The last couple of weeks have made me realise just how important it is to have a self care bank.
If I hadn’t been able to cash in on some of my self care reserves, I definitely wouldn’t have got through it as well as I have.
Most of the drama that has unfolded, has been out of my hands.
Sadly we’re living in a city where knife crime is a reality. It’s almost becoming the norm. Yet twice, in the space of just a few days, knife crime got closer to home.
Sometimes I wonder if it’s my country bumpkin background that makes me more shockable when these things happen.
The guys I know who have lived in and around London for most of their lives, tend to just shrug it off and tell me ‘that’s life’. I guess this isn’t the first time they have dealt with knife and gang crime. It’s not like it’s a new problem, but with the news and social media platforms we use these days, perhaps it just seems worse because it’s talked about more.
Whatever’s going on, when it impacts people you know, as well as the work you do, it starts to feel like it’s getting a bit too close for comfort.
I’ve also still been having problems with my ex. I’m not going to air my dirty laundry on here, but it’s something I could do without.
I’m also trying to spend some time forging new, exciting friendships/relationships with people. It was one of the things I wanted to accomplish this year. It’s early days, but it’s kinda fun wondering whether these people are here for a reason, here for a season, or here for a lifetime.
I haven’t even had time to head home lately. Weekends have been filled with hen parties, friends and family visiting, and work. And there’s still more busy weekends to come.
I’m certainly not complaining, but my body and mind are starting to tell me I need some R&R.
Today, I listened to my body and did bugger all. After working all day on Saturday, I needed some time to just vegetate today. I only left the house to grab some food for dinner, and barely left the sofa. I used to hate days doing nothing. But I’ve learnt that when my body says rest, I need to listen to it, otherwise I run the risk of burning out.
Heading into a new week, I need to make sure I focus on getting back outside for some exercise, as well as creating some time to bank some more self care points, in order to replace those I have used over the last couple of weeks.
Fingers crossed for a more peaceful week ahead…